Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Ikari Shinji's LiveJournal:

Saturday, May 29th, 2004
3:48 pm	hedgehog's delima i havent updated in a while because i dont feel like it. i dont care about my life and i doubt anyone else does either. all misato and father want me for is a pilot, not as a person. I was already pissed off at Misato. I was getting some air on the roof when touji and kensuke walked over. i told him to punch me and not hold back because i dont care if i die or not. a few minutes later rei shows up to say we are needed. once again, to please my father i got inside an evangelion and faught an angel. the angel was kicking my ass and i was up against a mountain when i saw touji and kensuke there watching the fight. if i moved they would be killed and i coulndt let that happen. Misato ourdered me to evacuate but i let them into the entry plug and took out the Evangelion's progressive knife. im suprised i was able to pull this off, i thought i was dead - which would be fine for me. After the battle i was taken to a room inside NERV where Misato questioned me and i got into another fight with her. i think the only reason why she wanted me to live with her was so she could keep an eye on me. i guess i pissed her off because she slapped me. That night i ran away from the apartment. i wandered around not caring where i was or what happened to me. i ended up finding kensuke aida playing war out in some field. what a military otaku. we had some food but then some Nerv agents came and took me back to Nerv. Misato asked me if i really wanted to pilot an eva or not. the only reason i do it is because everyone tells me to. she told me to leave and forget about NERV and the evangelions so i went to the train station the next day. I was waiting for the train to come and Misato showed up. she toled me the reason why she took in PenPen. and we made up. and now i am back in shinji's lovely sweet Current Mood: stressed Current Music: track #4 MiniDisk player on repeat (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 16th, 2004
12:58 am	*click, click, click *ackward silence* click click click click* today touji apologized to me and he wanted me to hit him back because he hit me. he really cares about his sister and i wish someone would care about me like that! i think touji and Kensuke are the first people i might actually consider friends in this place. I moved in with Misato today and i met Pen Pen, a fresh water penquin. Misato sure does have a lot of beer in her fridge. its kinda ackward living with her but i might get used to it. soon we are supposed to meet a new pilot. if my dad can find other pilots then why the fuck am i here? *puts minidisk player on repeat* it's time for bed! Current Mood: tired Current Music: *thinking of rei* (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 15th, 2004
2:40 pm	not making any friends.. Shimata...Now the whole class knows that i'm an Evangelion pilot. I still dont remember exactly what happened last night. Today after school i was punched by Touji, because aparently i hurt his little sister. I hate this place, why did i move here? Current Mood: cynical Current Music: the phone that never rings (3 Comments |Comment on this)
1:30 am	I truely Hate my father... Today I arrived in Tokyo-3 to be picked up by Misato. Right when she picked me up, an N2 bomb went off and flipped her car over multiple times. We were ok though. Then she "found" some batteries and we left for nerv. I finally talked to my dad in years. I thought he wanted to reconnect with me but no! all he wants is for me to pilot something called an Evangelion for him. Bastard I need to sleep now though. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Mini disk player set on repeat (1 Comment |Comment on this)